Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Sinking in - s.l.o.w.l.y.

Ok, so I guess I'm absorbing the news. I still feel like such a breeder and worry about what people will think, how we will pay for three kids to go to college, afford cool family vacations, or how we will ever find time to do anything else like work, read a book, watch a movie, garden or keep up with the mail and the laundry...

It's like, all the family vacation commercials on TV list the pricing options for the family of four and I think "that used to be us". Like the pricing for five would be so over the top...Ugh.

It's actually quite exhausting, the worrying...

But so far, we've only shared the news with a few people and of course they just "knew" that something was different about me and that they could "see it in my face" and just knew that we'd have three kids someday.

One thing I do know is that it's fun as hell to be walking around the office, knowing what I know and just wanting to tell people to blow their minds. I do find myself smiling when I think about it. I guess that's a good sign.

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